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# 2026 February

## Notes 

I ran a 10k. I got a little into running, but I guess it is not my thing. I enjoy weight training more than I will ever enjoy running. So occassionally I guess, I am gonna run. 

Signed up for a few more races.

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Read "Njan" by NN Pillai. What a read!!&#x20;

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This made me feel cosy, it made me feel something deep within in. I kind of crave places like these.&#x20;

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I am watching House MD, watched Marty Supreme.&#x20;

Gym is going good.&#x20;

February made me tired a lot. A LOT.&#x20;

Most of the days, I couldn't find energy to do anything at all. I tried my best.&#x20;

I am scared of where the world is going, I am trying to be as optimistic as possible but sometimes especially on the financial stability side I feel scared. World is going to be better.&#x20;

There are wars happening, all kind of weird shit is popping up, people are more connected than ever - yet more disconnected. I can't seem to enjoy anything. Everything feels performative.&#x20;

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I wish for a calmer mind. I wish to enjoy while reading, while eating, while watching something.&#x20;

I couldn't escape the invisible scoreboard in February, maybe I can do better in March :)&#x20;

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Slewfoot was a good read.&#x20;

Watched "A knight of seven kingdoms" - what an wholesome show!!&#x20;