This year was good. I moved a lot, ate good food, slept properly, didn't skip on social events, talked with friends, bonded with my family.
I kind of understood myself a bit better - thanks to therapy as well. I want to keep on doing good. I like doing good.
I want to be closer with nature, I want to talk more and create deep bonds. At the end of the day, I want to have a peaceful and content life. "Good is enough."
I know that health, peace of mind, quality of sleep etc - the basic needs - are a priority for me. My life takes a big downward trend if I sacrifice these things.
Looking forward to a good 2026.
I want to travel more with my friends. I have never travelled with Gopu, I hope our Darjeeling or Nepal plan happens.
Socialising is good. Attending wedding of friends might also be good. I usually donβt prefer going to wedding but one of my close friends or she was my close friend before we parted in different direction.
My thought is to go there and meet others.
The wedding plan was right. It was amazing to see my old friends :)
Getting out of the quick delivery world. Tender coconut. Handshake with the person :) little things that make the world a bit more enjoyable
December loneliness is creeping in and I donβt know what to do about it. It has been like this for a few years now. December towards the end just fucks me up. I donβt know when I will bounce back.
December, I love the climate and the atmosphere okke. Pakshe it leaves me out so lonely. Aching in my chest. Hiraeth. Longing and everything. I miss my friends and I miss my potential life. I want to hangout chumma with them. December is the time for that pakshe ellarum is away.